Misc. through the fog

Pearl Jam - Corduroy

The waiting drove me mad...you're finally here and I'm a mess
I take your riches back...can't let you roam inside my head
I don't want to take what you can give...
I would rather starve than eat your bread...
I would rather run but I can't walk...
Guess I'll lie alone just like before...
I'll take the firmist path...oh, and I must refuse your test
A-push me and I will resist...this behavior's not unique
I don't want to hear from those who know...
They can buy, but can't put on my clothes...
I don't want to limp for them to walk...
Never would have known of me before...
I don't want to be held in your debt...
I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed...
I'm already cut up and half dead...
I'll end up alone like I began...
Everything has changed, absolutely nothing's changed
Take my hand, not my picture, spilled my tincture
I don't want to take what you can give...
I would rather starve than eat your breast...
All the things that others want for me...
Can't buy what I want because it's free... (x 2)
Can't be what you want because I'm...
I ain't s'posed to be this far
Oh, to live and die, let it be done
I figure I'll be damned, all alone like I began...
It's your move now...
I thought you were a friend, but I guess I, I guess I hate you...

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The Knutian Guide to Becoming a Two-Faced-Self-Centered-Bitch

So you have decided to become a Two-Faced-Self-Centered-Bitch? We here at derMonitor have spent the past two weeks-or-so researching this subject; therefore we believe it is our right to publish this guide.

If you decide to be a two-faced-self-centered-bitch we recommend that you begin by talking behind people's back. A journal is a good place to do this. Besides, what are the chances someone will read it? Jot down all your true feelings in this journal, then when sociliazing in person with the people you wrote about, act completely the opposite. Thus, the two-faced part is achieved. To achieve the self-centered part you have to get the mentallity that you are the one and only true supreme being and everyone else should be happy to cross your path. If someone refuses to do you a favor, treat them as if you have condemed them to hell since they have acted against the wishes of the one and only two-faced-self-centered bitch. Sadly, there is nothing you can do to achieve the "bitch" status. This can only be awarded to you when the people you have talked about in your secret journal discover it, and end up hating you.

Congrats, If you have followed this guide you are now an official "two-faced-self-centered-bitch." Most people hate you know, but remember it does not matter since you are the only important person in the world.