the Monitor (.plan)
Rolling down the street, smoking endo, sipping on diet coke - A collection of random thoughts
Hello. Welcome to the party. Take a seat and listen if you will. I am currently sitting in the parking lot of the Culver City target sipping on a King Size Diet Coke (sugar is bad) awaiting my next class at SMC which starts at 12:45. I have decided to drop my math class --it's too fucking early. It took me an hour and a half to get here. I just can't deal with the traffic in the morning. The new plan is to finish this semester at smc and then try out LACC in the summer. I am running on 3 hours of sleep and feel like I am about to pass out. Some lady from work died. I didn't really know her. The mood around the place is normal, it seems like no one really cares. Coachella fucking sold out! It seems that I am now truly going by myself since the few people I know that wanted to go never bought their tickets. I still have to buy my greyhound ticket. RAGE! I'm actually considering selling my tickets on ebay (since they're selling for like $900 as of this moment) and going to Bonnaroo! But alas RATM prevents me. I would never forgive myself for missing them. I will try my hardest to stay sober on that Sunday. I'm sleepy. I'm trying this whole confidence thing. I hope it works. I had been feeling down for a while but now I feel good.